argh!!!
i want to get away form Redcliffe sooo badly.
but i don't exactly know why.
i don't know what im thinking, i never know what all my thoughts mean.
honestly,
why even bother anymore?
im stuck here anyway.
im sick of just thinking "Meh. im just like everyone else,
so why make an effort for myself?
its not like im gonna get anywhere in life."
but the thing is,
i know i can be successful.
im not really used to success
and it would be an amazing feeling to live my life based around it.
i want to have a future. i don't want to blow all my chances while im still young and stupid.
all these old fashioned quotes are so right! despite their many decades of increasing level of cliche-ness.
i think instead of ignoring my inner instinct,
i should embrace it
because along with my intellectual abilities, its all i have left.
you are so right :)
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